everybody's stressed out. looking for the most effective way to accomplish the greatest amount of studying in the shortest possible time. and it's left me lost, i dunno what to study. i dunno what's pushing me to keep on going. perhaps sheer dumbness and numbness. but well, cant afford to let myself down. not really disappointed with results, but then not over the moon either. it's just like i'm tired of going on a emotion roller-coaster ride, one moment sad, the next happy. so i'm just gonna try and be done with it.

can jerks and irritating idiots please stay far far away from minghui land? far away from me, far away from my friends who i care for.

learn to cope with stress, it'll be a constant companion day in day out, one fine day.

ostriches self-deluge by burying their heads in holes when they see trouble coming.. can i play peek-a-boo with exams too? lalala..